January 20th, 2015

In the 14th century a book was written called ‘The Cloud of Unknowing’. The author is unknown, but it was thought to be written by a priest to encourage a new novice in his contemplation of the mystery of God. He says we need a ‘naked intent’. He unwraps this as an uncluttered desire to reach out to God, to have a relationship with God.

In the news recently were two achievements demonstrating intention, the climbing of El Capitan in the United States and the discovery of Beagle2. Two intrepid climbers, Kevin Jorgesen and Tommy Caldwell, completed a nineteen day climb of the almost vertical face of ‘The Dawn Wall’ on El Capitan rock in Yosemite valley California. The climb is 914 metres of almost vertical granite, with very tiny holds for hands and feet. It is a terrific achievement, it was the result of many years of planning. Beagle 2 was launched in 2003, the probe was intended to land on Mars and begin tests and exploration to ascertain if there could have been life on Mars. But when it landed contact was lost. Many years of planning were lost as it was thought the probe had been destroyed. However it has now been discovered on Mars.

Both of these projects are the result of many years of hard work for adventurers and scientists, they began with the intention to complete the project, though with different results. in our faith life we often expect a quick answer to problems and forget the intention is to further our relationship with God. The Bible doesn’t help us here. It tells us that a person or a group of people prayed and things happened, what the Bible doesn’t tell us is how long they called upon God to help them. As Christians we must reflect upon God and wait upon God for his time to be right, we need that ‘naked intent’ that God will be a part of our life.

I have been reflecting for a considerable time on how appropriate it would be for me to apply for the post of Rector in the Benefice of Bentley and Short Heath. After an interview and much prayerful reflection I have been appointed as Rector. This appointment leaves us with a vacancy at Furzebank, again we must pray for the right person to come along to work with that church and the community it serves.

All churches face challenges of some kind and Short Heath is no different. Remember that our churches have accomplished great things in the past and continue to do so, as Bishop Clive of Wolverhampton recently pointed out in an article in the Express and Star.

As a Christian community we must pray intending for the will of God to work among us in our churches, in our Parish and in the Benefice. We need faith in our faith in God, remembering that he has plans for us as Christians and as churches and that we can still celebrate the gift of the Christ child in our world, in our community and in our homes.

Christmas 2014

November 26th, 2014

I apologise in Advance of you reading this, for planting in your minds those Christmas tunes from the 60’s, 70’s and 80’s!
In the film ‘About a boy’ Hugh Grant plays a man who is very wealthy and leads a selfish life. He meets a boy who changes his life by forcing him to consider those around him. Hugh Grant’s character receives money from the royalties of a Christmas song written by his father. The film shows him walking around the supermarket with dread each Christmas time as he hears the song, even though each time it is played he receives a little more money. Christmas appears to creep upon us earlier each year, though it doesn’t really and we have the inevitable Christmas songs, ‘White Christmas’ from Bing Crosby,’ Merry Christmas Everybody’ from Slade, ‘I wish it could be Christmas everyday’ from Roy Wood and the list goes on.
But one of my favourites is the song from Chris Rea, ‘Driving Home for Christmas’. It is a little more realistic in its description of the busyness and business of Christmas. He is stuck in a traffic jam and reflects on his fellow travellers all wanting to be home too.
The Christmas television adverts will be selling us lots of goodies from the shelves, using very simple and idealistic views of Christmas. Why does it always have sufficient snow to look pretty without the mayhem of traffic problems and public transport disruption? People will often say that Christmas is commercialised and too busy, unlike those television adverts. It is more like ‘Driving Home For Christmas’ than the chocolate box depiction we see on the telly. Some people look forward to this season, others face it with dread.
Through the business and complication of life at Christmas there is a continuous thread or theme, the love of God for us all. That love was shown not through a mighty conquering army but through a vulnerable child born in a draughty, smelly stable.
As those Christmas tunes come into our world each year, we will sing along, we will be tired of hearing them by the second week of December and we will complain that Christmas began too early. But the reason we sing them is to celebrate Christmas. The reality of Christmas is the greatest gift of all, God’s love for each and every one of us. Those who enjoy this season can celebrate this truth and we can pray with those who find this season challenging that they too may find comfort in the knowledge of the presence of God.
Emmanuel God is with us.
John Deakin
…Driving home for Christmas, pom, pom, pom… I did warn you!


October 7th, 2014

Nearly 30 years ago we went camping in the Lake District, at Grisedale forest. Our daughter was too young to be in school so we had the luxury of being able to take a holiday in July. It was a peaceful holiday with very long days. In the Forestry Centre there was to be a performance of a Beethoven piano concerto, the pianist was John Lill. Sadly we couldn’t afford to go and one of us would need to stay with our daughter. The evening of the performance was warm and so we ate outside the tent, whilst our daughter slept inside. As we ate and chatted outside the tent, soaking up the last warmth of the evening sun, the sound of John Lill’s playing filtered through the trees, so we got to hear the performance after all in a very special way.

Music is so important to society. we use music to help us remember, recall the hymns and music at the Royal Festival of Remembrance, we use music to celebrate as we did for the Diamond Jubilee of the Queen in 2012. When we lead funerals or weddings in church the family or couple will sometimes ask for a favourite piece of music to be played. Music is a gift to produce and something that can stimulate all sorts of ideas and emotions in us. The BBC programme ‘Songs of Praise’ has very high viewing figures.

The Psalm writer celebrates the contribution that music makes in our worship to honour God. Churches have a long tradition of being places where music is encouraged and nurtured. Many modern singers began in church choirs. In our services hymns and songs are so powerful. The combination of words and music often resonate in our heads long after the service has ended, many of our hymns and songs use language taken straight from the scriptures. We are urged to read our Bible regularly and to pray earnestly the hymns and songs that stay with us are a form of devotion too. So celebrate our music and all that it brings to mind and give thanks for the gift of music in our churches and in our world.


Christmas 2013 – ‘Tis the season to be jolly

December 9th, 2013

‘Tis the season to be jolly….’ goes the song. In the vicarage we look forward to the annual crop of Christmas adverts. These vary from the sentimental to the funny. The advert using the Rod Stewart track ‘Forever young’ is guaranteed to make someone reach for the tissues.
I suppose these adverts help us to recall Christmas seasons gone by, through rose tinted spectacles too. They give a little warmth at this cold time of the year. As I travel around the Parish I see houses lit up with all manner of things from nativity scenes and railway trains to Santa in a balloon.
Cards are sent and received, gifts are chosen and puzzled over because great aunty something still thinks you are 13!
Christmas is too commercialised is the cry. But it is all about celebrating God amongst us as a defenceless child. God chose to be among his people not as a mighty warrior coming into our world surrounded by a powerful army, but as a baby. In our society child birth and the first few months of life are surrounded by a vast organisation of support specialists from doctors and mid-wives to social support structures. In Jesus day child birth was a very different matter, with high mortality for mother and baby. If God can choose to be with us and make himself so vulnerable, then let us celebrate a God that loves us so much he took the risks for us.
Christmas blessings
p.s. we always look out for the Coca-Cola ads too!


April 18th, 2013

So it is Easter time, time for chocolate, bunnies and daffodils. Or even chocolate bunnies and daffodils! There is more than one place to put the comma in that statement!
You may think it is a little late, Easter was 31st March, but Easter doesn’t end when the last chocolate bunny has been unwrapped and eaten. For Christians Easter is about Jesus Christ rising from the grave, so Easter is a time of new beginnings and hope.
After the crucifixion the disciples were demoralised and miserable. Their teacher, healer and prophet had been killed, there were rumours of his rising from the grave. They were living in fear that the authorities would be after them next. When they learned of the truth of Jesus coming back to them they went out to share the gospel with as many as they could. From those shaky and nervous beginnings the church began.
The disciples new beginning brought hope to their world and the church grew dramatically. The nervous new beginning of the disciples continues to bring hope to people today. Through their work in sharing and spreading the gospel the church grew. The work of the church continues to change the lives of people and communities today, sometimes even the church doesn’t realise how powerful it can be. Through the teachings of Jesus Christ the church can help people and communities, great things have happened through the work of people of faith. The weak can be strengthened, those without a voice can be heard, communities can be healed.
So when you have finished the chocolate bunnies and daffodils, pray for a new beginning of hope in a challenging world.

Happy Easter

Holy Week

March 24th, 2013

Walk with me…..
Palm Sunday is the beginning of Holy Week. The gospels tell us of the final few days of Jesus life.
Walk with me…
Walk with me into Jerusalem to be hailed as King, those same people will call for the robber Barabbas to be released and Jesus to be crucified.
Walk with me into the quiet of the upper room, for that final meal. The disciples will slowly melt away from the side of Jesus and even deny him.
Walk with me to the garden of gethsemane, Jesus walked to the garden a place of peace and the natural abundance of God’s provision. Its tranquillity is destroyed by the violence of betrayal and arrest.
Walk with me to the courtroom, where the authorities will challenge Jesus. They will strip away his humanity, they will challenge him and judge him.
Walk with me to the cross, we don’t need to, he continues this journey alone.

Christmas 2012

December 24th, 2012

So Christmas is here again, I write this on Christmas Eve as the house is full of people preparing for the festivities.
It is easy to be drawn into the celebrations. As a child from a large family Christmas was always a big event and it still is. The celebrations are about celebrating God among us as Jesus the Christ. they are about people sharing time to be together. Jesus was always sharing meals and time with people. he ate his way through the gospels!
The Christmas story is about the baby in the manger, the shepherds and the King s all came to visit a child who would grow up to teach a revolutionary way of living, a revolutionary idea that through him we can begin again, we can bring the values of heaven to earth. God in Jesus came among us to be with us and share our lives, God became human so that we might see the divine.
Christmas blessings


Autumn 2012

September 23rd, 2012

Like many vicarages I am surrounded by a large garden. I am not a great gardener but I try to keep the garden tidy.
I cut the lawn when the vicarage cat has difficulty making her way through the long grass! I realise that it should be cut more frequently (the lawn not the cat), but when I have the time to cut the lawn the weather isn’t necessarily on my side or it is dark and I don’t have headlights on the mower. A couple of months ago as I cut the lawn I found the vicarage dog’s tennis ball. I wasn’t quick enough and it was shredded, this was followed by clouds of blue smoke and much spluttering from the engine before it stopped! I then had to remove the shredded ball from the grass box otherwise I wouldn’t be able to recycle the grass cuttings.
During our family holiday in Pembrokeshire we visited St. David’s, the smallest city in Britain. The Cathedral is a lovely tranquil place. As the dog was with us we took it in turns to walk around the Cathedral while the dog dozed in the warm shade of the well manicured gardens surrounding the Cathedral. That part of Britain is one that is blessed with the evidence of Christianity. There is the Cathedral of course but also St. Non’s well and chapel and the chapels of St. Justinian and St. Ishmael and St. Patrick. Some people describe these sorts of places as ‘thin places’, a place where heaven and earth are close. I agree they are special, often because that place has been set aside for the Christian community and Christian worship, the places are soaked in prayer and time for God. They manage it without destroying tennis balls and lawn mowers too!
Whilst in St. David’s reflecting on the quality of the ice cream, the well manicured lawn, and did I have enough bags in case the dog decided to make her contribution to the gardens, the thought came that we can live in our own ‘thin place’, we can bring heaven and earth a little closer. The opportunity to visit these peaceful and tranquil places isn’t available to all of us, but in making time for God in our busy 21st century world we are making thin places. As summer draws to its close and the business and busyness of life restarts, and the lawn mower is put away until spring, remember to make the time for God and our own ‘thin place’ in our lives.

Happy gardening


Easter 2012

April 6th, 2012

We reached the top of Tryfan in north Wales, it has to be climbed it can’t be walked up. When we left the car park at the bottom, you could see the craggy summit. On reaching the top it was cold and misty and trying to rain. I had promised my daughter the views would be fantastic, the sense of height would be scary too, but in the mist and drizzle we could see nothing except the two stones called Adam and Eve. These two stones are about two metres tall and a metre apart, the brave or foolhardy leap between these two stones! We made our way down the mountain, without risking the leap between Adam and Eve and began our journey home thoroughly exhilarated by the climb. Even though we couldn’t see the views we knew we had achieved something.
On our journey through lent we may give up a luxury, or spend more time in prayer and Bible study. We come to the summit of Easter to meet chocolate, chicks, rabbits and daffodils! Somewhere through the haze of ‘James Bond’ films and warnings of bank holiday travel disruption lies the truth that Jesus rose from the grave.
The disciples expected to return to a normal day of work, their teacher, healer and leader taken from them. But the dramatic happened, he rose from the grave. Our world of flashy spectacular events clouds our vision of what happened 2000 years ago, Jesus rose from the grave to be with his disciples again. At Easter time enjoy the chocolate, chicks, rabbits, daffodils and the James Bond films. These are the ordinary things in life, the difference Jesus can make is the spectacular and exhilarating stuff that remains in us for all time.
Easter blessings

Have a traditional Christmas

December 19th, 2011

There are so many traditions that have built up around Christmas. Many of them come from Victorian times, such as Turkey, Christmas trees, Christmas cards, decorating the house, the list goes on. The latest ‘tradition’ appears to be lighting up the outside of the house with as many brightly coloured decorations as possible, this probably doesn’t have its roots in Victorian tradition! A more recent ‘tradition’ appears to be ‘X Factor and Strictly’.
I hear people say ‘Christmas isn’t what it was, it’s too commercialised!’
Christmas has always been a commercialised event, even the first Christmas was commercialised. Mary and Joseph had to travel to Bethlehem for a census, called by the local governor, so did everyone else born there. So Bethlehem would have been a very busy place with no room for accommodation, food would have been expensive. We know this because the story of the birth of Jesus tells us about the journey to Bethlehem and there being no room in the inn and Jesus was born in a draughty, smelly stable among the cattle.
Amid that first commercialised Christmas two groups of people were moved to visit the baby, the shepherds and the kings, the poor and the rich. Amid that first commercialised Christmas, the infant Jesus was born, he will be called, wonderful counsellor, everlasting father, the Prince of peace.
The traditions and commercialism of Christmas down the years bring challenges. It can be expensive for some, it can be painful for others. The sheer overwhelming ‘business’ of Christmas can be simply exhausting. Christmas celebrations will come and go, but the gift of Christ is one of hope and unconditional love that is always there, let Christmas be to you a well spring of comfort, joy and peace and may you draw from that well throughout the year to come.